May 2009
requiem. →
Beautiful song. So moving. Angelo Milli is my new hero.
alive.
There’s a weird feeling in the air today, and it’s hard to place.
The way the baby birds are chirping The way the thunderbirds are roaring overhead The way the cool breeze is flowing through the window The way the sky is so blue blue blue The sound of children from the playground The sound of music in my ears The feel of freedom
It’s in the way my room is a mess But today I...
when you're ready. →
motivation.
I am exhausted from trying I am tired from crying But so much to do And so much to find And so much to finish
I just want to quit.
I didn’t think it could ever be this hard. Just to keep going. And I don’t know where the hell I keep finding just that little bit extra left inside me to keep pushing on, but somehow it’s there, and in some ways, I’m grateful for it.
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found.
I feel content with where I am. I don’t know where I’m going, but I think I finally have an idea. And it’s hard, because I’m not sure who I need with me.
But I have my mind And my heart And I know I am loved.
That’s all I need.
One last day of hard hard work. Let’s get it done. :)
this night air smells like summer.
Rain falling through my window but I have no urge to close it.
My carpet is soaked
My windowsill is dripping
My books are all ruined
My cats are complaining
My room is a river
And I love it. :)
One and a half days left of school and I find myself at the computer again, with absolutely zero motivation to work. You’d think that this downhill run to the finish would inspire to push even...
